Johanna and I decided to go to Wonderpark, which is a mall, just a few minutes from the actual downtown of Pretoria. Johanna lives within walking distance of Wonderpark, so it was an easy place for us to meet for a Saturday and to escape the intense heat (few places have air conditioning in South Africa). I’m lucky in, unlike other MUD4s, I don’t have to take kombis to work every day as my school and crèche are just across the street from my house. Sometimes we have to take kombis with the AIDS project, but it’s quite rare. So, much to my disappointment, it took me a lot longer to learn how to use the kombis by myself. However, I was tired of not knowing and felt that my hosts were a little more willing to let me go places by myself, so I had Kay, my host sister, help me learn what I say to the taxi driver and I went to Wonderpark. It was a wonderful experience; full of uncertainty, excitement, and, embarrassingly enough, a great feeling of pride for doing it by myself. It took two kombis and an hour of travel and waiting (kombis do not proceed until the entire taxi is full), before I got there, but everything went without a hitch.
Ever since arriving in South Africa, I have struggled with this feeling of a loss of independence. I have been able to drive since I was sixteen and I was basically living on my own at college for the past four years. I could come and go when I pleased, things could happen on my own time. However here, especially since, at first, my hosts were not thrilled about me traveling alone, I had to rely on someone to drive me places or walk with me, even just up the street. It has been frustrating and even a little humiliating that as a twenty two year old, I was confined to a small area and completely reliant on my hosts, for everything.
Yet, I feel that with my recent accomplishments, I have entered a new phase in my South African life. As I took my first kombi ride alone, within the first few minutes, I felt confident and satisfied with my recently gained independence. It feels good to know that though I am in a new environment, I am still able to successfully get around. I feel that if I can do this, then I am capable of many things.
Elizabeth Daubert is an ELCA-MUD participant-learner in Mabopane, South Africa.
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